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hey you guys i am UPDATING MY BLOG because i know it is a very good thing to UPDATE YOUR BLOG when YOUR FRIENDS WANT TO KNOW HOW YOU ARE DOING. aka lizzie please update your blog.

anyway. i'm feeling so down right now!!!!! story of my life. i am emo.
on the real though i really miss you guys!! my friends here are nice but kinda not chill enough...lol. actually im fb chatting with my friend ben right now and he's pretty chill-he likes brand new and he just told me he's not freaking out about finals cause "u can always redo stuff" which isn't true but whatever haha. i like his attitude none the less.

okay i'm listening to saves the day and they are improving my mood a bit.
but, as usual, i'm just really nostalgic!! slash i kinda wish we could all just BE TOGETHER (+ louisa even tho she doesnt read this) and like, go on a roadtrip and have it be summer :(

okay saves the day is SO good.

last night steph and i joined the jesse lacey fan club on fb lol. and wreaked havoc. i miss doing stuff like that!!

hmm......maybe i just have a bad attitude?
i think these lyrics describe my sitch pretty well:

"do you believe you're missing out?
that everything good is happening somewhere else"

okay 1. as usual, brand new KNOWS WHAT'S UP and 2. when i heard that for the first time i was like OMG like that is EXACTLY how i feel. which is sooooooo bad!!! i think i really need to learn to be happy in the moment and not always thinking about the past/the future.
also though, i think it is accentuated by being in school. cause like, nobody WANTS to be in school obviously. which is actually so sad. why do we spend such a big part of our lives doing something we don't want to be doing? i guess that's just how the world works these days.

here is what i am excited for:
december 19th-january 3rd: winter break!!
february 13th-28th: reading break!!
may 1 (or earlier): summer break!!
YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!